Lying to Save MyselfShe sat on her bed in her room and cried. She couldn't handle all this hatred her father had towards her. Her mother was the only one that loved her at home making it was so sad when they faught. Everything that happened today was horrible and she just wanted to lay in bed and cry herself to sleep. She's only a child!Living in a home where love is exiled.That child is me. Lying to myself is the only key. I sit on my bed in my room and cry. I can't handle all this hatred my father has towards me. My mother is the only one that loves me at home making it so sad when we fight. Everything that is happening today is horrible and I just want to lie in bed and cry myself to sleep.
PainCan you see the hurt in my eyes as I look at you?Is there something I have to do to get you to say "I love you too"I get the feeling that you don't care about me,I just wanna say "Why can't you see?"I gave up cryingNow I'm more focused on dying.Stop telling me what to do, who I am!Can't you tell I don't give a damn.I'm a ghost here to haunt,Now you shall fear while I shall taunt.Ha! You poor shelfish fool!Haven't you realised I'm not a tool?I'll be a virus infecting your brainMaking sure to turn you insane.In the shadows I shall lurk,Now be afraid next time smirk.I am thinking of my evil planOh its made special for you man!Bet you can't wait and seefor what my next step might be.Good Day and Happy Fearing(I hope your afraid...if not...Good Luck)